The air seems chilly, but it looks bright and sunny out. I have been inside all day. Soon I go to the gym for my personal training session. Time for another grueling workout which will make all my muscles burn. I'm beginning to enjoy some of the changes to my health. My energy level is improving. I've been getting to bed around midnight each night and waking up in the mornings. These are big changes for me. I'm feel more peaceful. I don't know if I can completely credit the gym. I've been making lots of changes to my life and seem to be doing better.
I'm looking forward to my personal training session. After I am done I'm going to pick up some cider at the new liquor store. I plan to do a love ritual tonight. I am just going to try to get an idea of what I'm looking for in a partner. I'm not actually working magick to bring a man into my life. I'm just not sure if I'm ready for that right now. I'd rather just get an idea of what I'm looking for. I kind of like my personal trainer, but it would be silly of me to pursue him romantically. I've got to be a bit realistic.
Since it is the Libra Full Moon tonight, I think I'll use it to do love related stuff. Maybe read more of that book on love magick I've been working on. Maybe read a bit of that Soulmate Secret book too. It shall be a nice and quiet night for me. I am going to rub some lavender on parchment and perhaps annoint it with a touch of jasmine oil. I'll burn that 'fire of love' incense I bought the other day. Then I'll write about what I am interested in as a future romantic partner. Hopefully I can lose another 20 pounds before I meet him. I am in no huge rush for the universe to deliver him unto me.
I wouldn't mind meeting a guy like my personal trainer, but more devil worshipping and artsy. That would be really cool. An accent would be nice. French, Spanish, or even an Irish brogue. You know, I kind of like the accent the Beastie Boys have. He could have an accent like that too. I don't want somebody who is too perky or anything. Maybe he will smoke a pipe and have a dark family secret. Hopefully he will do interesting things and have good stuff to talk about. I sure hope he isn't a boring old person who watches tv and plays video games all the time. He should be almost as intelligent as I am. Not as intelligent as me because I don't want somebody who is going to outwit me or step on my toes. But, he can have cool ideas too. He should be a little bit humble. He should be a bit bitter, cynical, and jaded. I don't need no Polyannas rocking my boat of sublime negativity. He should enjoy drinking in natural surroundings. Be a bit outdoorsy and down to earth. Better at mechanical stuff than me. Able to reach up in high cupboards and open stuck jars for me.
Yes, I think that's a good start. I think I'll be able to come up with a very clear picture when I am doing my spell work tonight. After I am done this I am going to enjoy gazing at the moon with a bit of booze to sip on. It shall be a nice night to gaze up at the stars after I am done with my wicked witchcraft.
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