I feel pretty content this morning. I woke up at 2 in the morning. I went to bed early and didn't make it sleeping throughout the night. I have a doctor's appointment late in the afternoon. This is with my regular family doctor. I usually just go to the walk in clinic to get my medication refilled. And, I actually went to the walk in clinic to pick up an inhaler yesterday and I got my flu shot. I don't know if I'll be able to make it to the witch's ball tonight as my finances are looking pretty low. 4 planets are hovering in my financial house right now, but that isn't really a good thing. I know having the moon in your second house means you are liable to spend your money emotionally, so it's best to be careful at that time. My neighbour said she'd lend me 50 dollars when she get's her cheque, so who knows what is actually going to be happening. I am fortunate enough to have a whole bunch of TTC tokens, so at least I'll be able to get around. And, I think the 'Art of the Tarot' art opening I am attending tonight shall be free and there will be refreshments.
It's a pretty busy week-end and I am hoping ODSP deposits my money on Friday rather than on Monday. Living in a rooming house, almost everbody is waiting for their cheque. Most months I have people paying off tabs, but I don't expect anybody to pay me back. There is one person who is generally reliable who is extremely late paying off a tab and I should just go ask him to pay me back today. I don't think he will argue with me, though I don't think he is one of the people on social assistance. I have smoked my last cigarette too. A little later I am going to ask another lady who sells smokes if I can trade a couple tokens for a pack. I tend to smoke far too much and maybe quitting is a good idea. Thing is that I don't particularly feel a strong desire to quit. I just worry about my health.
I still have all sorts of aches in my legs from that day that I decided to jump rope. I feel so out of shape. I don't want to do anything that's going to have me attending pshysiotherapy for a month. That was a pain in the ass 2 summers ago when I had a pinched nerve in my lower back. And, sometimes I still feel like the nerve is being pinched when I first wake up in the morning. Sometimes I have to get up quite quickly and stand on my leg to make sure the nerve doesn't get pinched again.
I've been cleaning up my room and soon I plan to mix up some herbs and oils. I've got some stuff to study pertaining to magick and astrology and I like to keep all that on schedule. I want to try to plan out some sort of small ritual for the Satanist Meet-Up that is happening at my place on Saturday night. I've got plans for every night this week-end. I'd really like to make it out to the Samhain ritual at the Wiccan Church. It's always nice to go out to that because there is free food and wine. Usually the wine goes pretty fast and you've got to be on top of your game if you want to get your fill. It would be nice if I could get me cheque on Friday so I can actually contribute a bit of wine to the feast. I should be able to find some food to contribute to the feast. I've got a bunch of those 'Craisins' that might be good in a small bowl. Seems a suitable food for Samhain. I might be able to find something else if I feel like going to the effort of actually cooking something. I don't generally like to cook all that much around here because it's a communal kitchen. The kitchen is pretty tidy on our floor though some people leave dirty dishes around. I think some of Sue's dirty dishes are still sitting in the kitchen and she's not allowed in the building without a police escort.
I think it is going to be a pretty good day. I hate being out of cigarettes, but in a few hours I can probably get a pack. Right now I don't even have rolling papers to roll from the butts in my ashtray. I don't know if anyone is awake at this hour as it is 6 o'clock in the morning. In this building you can generally find people around at any hour and it's not unusual for people to knock on my door at 5 AM. Now that Sue is gone that might actually change.
I guess I should get back to the cleaning and then start all the work I had planned. I probably will take a bath and try to get a little bit of exercise. I hope I don't pull something as my legs still ache from a few days ago. Hopefully my body will just adjust and the muscles get stronger. it should be fine. I hope everybody has some wonderful plans for Samhain/Halloween. It is a magickal time of the year and people should at least watch a couple of horror movies or something. Have a good one.
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