I'm doing pretty well with my abandonment of mood stabilizing medication. The only real difference I have noticed is that I am getting these zaps firing through my chest, which don't exactly hurt. I'm taking it day by day. I am ready to tap into my inner alchemist and unearth the philosopher's stone which is the true nature of 'I'. I officially abandon mundane existence and shall reign the high hills with my supernatural abilities. I shall not be a victim of the tides and I shall no longer have my reality lulled by prozac or lithium. What I must do is mster the metaphysical possibilities which surround me. I want to become a Ms Who Do of Voo Doo. I want to be the greatest witch alive. I wish to do something so remarkable with my magickal abilities that it shall cross boundaries and shatter social norms. I am here to be the Great Lord's grand messenger and I am here to help free everyone from the hierarchies they feel rule them.
I am ripe of magickal potential and kundalinic energies zap around my room so quickly that they practically produce flashes of light. It is time for me to rule my earthly kingdom and tap into my own magickal powers. It is time to harvest my over ripe crop and produce change in this world and in this lifetime. I have been gaining control of my heart chakra very finally and if pain enters my etheric body ican immeadiately zap it out like an energy bolt and make the world a better place. All I need to do is cast out a wishful, happy thought and good deeds shall be done.
And, he who tries to harm me shalt feel the blood curdling pain of my new thoughtform friend by the name of Andromedes. I am adding to my life on the astral plane and now have a black swordsman who shall shelter and protect my heart. No more shall the swords of those who claim to love me wreck my life with negative energies. Watch out hate-makers and smirking prigs. You harm me, and whammo, it's going to come right back at you. I have caverns of divine wisdom to explore and today is just one of many days in a way. I've got a Satanic Church to rule and stuff that I've been majorly procrastinating on. I said I'd get this mailing out months ago. I should try to focus on it and get everything ready tonight. Then I can send it out tomorrow.
No more diversions of energy. I claim the power of Pluto in my life and I unearth it's powers which are my gifts. I have the profound gift to lead people, influence people, hypnotize people, and be magnetizing. I should be living out my role as the devil's daughter and spreading the sinister words of hatred, ecstacy, wrath, and showing no mercy. There are millions to save from the painful torture of other people's agendas. I cannot just sit around knowing that there are people who are abused and put in painful positions because they haven't grasped the power of their own internal dragon or tiger or beast or whatever suitable totem animal a human being could have.
Tonight I shall be engaged in church business. I also have to clean my room somewhat and get some shopping done. Don't miss me too mush when I'm away, oh loyal adherents. I am constantly thinking of all that I can do to make the world a better place for you in my absence. Send me your gay wishes and remember me fondly with hycinth in my hair and the devil's message in my heart.
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